It’s a question that took me over two decades to answer, “Is it worth it to take young kids on trips they won’t remember?”
When I fear that my best is never going to be enough, and I just want to cry; when I have lost my way, I will praise the Lord.
As the nurse rushed in with an IV and oxygen mask explaining, “Your doctor is on her way”, I suppose that is that moment that I realized something was very wrong.
As the nurse rushed in with an IV and oxygen mask explaining, “Your doctor is on her way”, I suppose that is that moment that I realized something was very wrong.
She cried without stopping. I was a nerve-wracked, shaking failure. Sleep-deprived, I grew up over burp rags and dirty diapers.
How had I gotten there? I was holding her at arms length. I didn’t want to engage with her anymore. It felt too hard.
How often do we feel as if we’ve failed 10,000 times? Lunch left on the counter, again. “Masterpieces” dug out of the trash by the crestfallen artist. Angry words better left unsaid.
We would fumble, I was certain. Sometimes dancing is nothing but mess as we sloppily maneuver around one another until we fall into step together.
As I soaked in the moment, I realized there was even more to gain from this. I was meeting my daughter for what felt like the first time.
As I soaked in the moment, I realized there was even more to gain from this. I was meeting my daughter for what felt like the first time.
Far too many times I have shut them out of this beautiful work. But I want so badly for them to see it, this vision. To feel the excitement, and sense the eternal reward.
Never would I have imagined as I held my first baby such fearful responsibility would become my sustenance. Nor was I prepared when such love vied for first love.
Raising kids stirs something deep in our souls — an innate knowing that our time is finite. Taking my kids outside in creation, I’m discovering how to stretch our time and pack it to the brim with meaning. God’s creativity provides the riches of resources for teaching the next generation who He is and how He loves us. Join our adventure and discover inspiration and resources for refusing rush, creating habits of rest, living intentionally, and making the most of this beautiful life!